Hi
Sorry to hear that you have had a trying time.
I did my first JY trip in 2010. Had taken early retirement and found myself with the time and money to make a start on my wish list! My first trip was to China. Have also been to west coast of America, India and last year I did the Canada and New England tour, all with JY. I really enjoyed them all and travelled with groups of interesting people. I recently went on trip to Apulia. This is an interesting region of Italy, very different fro others I have visited in the past.
My advice is to have a look at the brochure, choose a destination and go for it. You will be apprehensive at first, I certainly was, but you will soon relax when you meet your travelling companions. Let me know where you decide to go
Regards
Lesley