Hi, I have been on 3 JY holidays now (4th one booked for May) and every time I have been very nervous before going but have thoroughly enjoyed all three. Nearly everyone is feeling the same and for that reason they are keen to break the ice, usually at the airport as everyone is spotting JY luggage labels. I have made many friends and still keep in touch with some of them. If you are looking for a short break to start with, you could look at Monet's Garden which for me was a good one to start with. I can also recommend highly Discovering Apulia which I did last year, the trips were great and the hotel is charming. I hope you enjoy whatever you choose.