Hi Nick, know the feeling. I split from a long term relationship 16 months ago and last year slowly slowly, went and stayed with a friend in Spain twice, flew on my own. That to me was a massive step. Phew, got over that, always wanted to see the West of USA and have booked to go there. I have not regretted booking one incy wincy bit. As they say "bite the bullett" (pardon the pun) and do the trip YOU want to do after all it is now about "JUST YOU" 🙂