Hi Viv
Don't panic, rest assured you will be fine.
It sounds as if you really deserve a good holiday! I was in a similar situation as I understand many other JY er's have been too.
The worst part is getting to the airport before meeting anyone. Once at the airport I always look for JY luggage labels, the airport rep or if you know that the TM is travelling with you, look for them. Once you have met just one person your apprehension will disappear and you will be wearing a big smile.
I am sure that you will have a great time and will be thinking about your second JY holiday even before you come home.
Yes, it is nice to meet other people going on your trip on the forum, but don't be dismayed if you don't because the forum isn't used by all JY customers. Take heart you will soon make friends on the journey.
Kind regards
Di